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Elizabeth Scalia

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The Eternal Shrug of Rome

It takes a traveler mere minutes in Rome to understand why she is called the “Eternal City.” Speeding from the airport, the dome of St. Peter’s Basilica suddenly looms from beyond the Vatican walls and time seems to turn in on itself. Insta-communications and all the glories of the present age become as passing fancies—the grass that withers and fades. To watch the sun rise over domes and spires and to consider the mostly-anonymous human beings who labored to produce them, is to feel keenly one’s own smallness and mortality, and to make peace with both.

Rome’s recklessness is utterly at odds with the precision of her architecture. Drivers chatter amiably, turning to gesture at their passengers even as they are merging into traffic while sending a text-message and answering a dispatch. Pedestrians, cars, buses, and trucks seem engaged in an endless game of “Frogger,” one where drivers affect a grudging respect for those who dare to step off a curb beyond the crosswalk, and pedestrians tempt fate, and it is all of a piece; in an eternity-minded city, everything boils down to a shrug. Danger, like a day, is a state of mind.

In a piazza, by an ancient fountain spouting cool, fresh water delivered by even more ancient aquifers, a demonstration is taking place. Communists are waving flags; the Hammer and Sickle abound along with the world-ubiquitous Che shirts and a few random Castro caps.

Amid the mod socialists, less politically-minded Romans observe the gathering from the shady comfort of a cafe awning; they drink frothy coffee and when asked what the Communists are demanding, they smile and shrug. “What does every crowd demand? Attention; a little money so they can do better propaganda; the illusion of meaning!”

Tomorrow, there will be another demonstration, led by others looking for attention and drawing small, vague crowds, and Rome will observe them with a shrug and, unimpressed, turn its attention elsewhere. Movements come and they go, they are barely a blip in eternity, no more than a watch in the night, as consequential to Romans, and to time, as the ashes that fall from their lazily burning cigarettes.

The day begins with the pealing of a hundred church bells. They call to rise, call to prayer, they ring in the background of a noisy daily bustle, a constant back-and-forth of reassurances reminiscent of the Harmoniums of Vonnegut’s Sirens of Titans; they call “I am here, I am here,” and respond “So glad you are, so glad you are!” And all about, the Romans walk or ride, or zoom by like swarming wasps in their appropriately-named Vespas, eating gelato within yards of an incorruptible saint, carrying a bag of bread and wine in to Vespers.

When your daily life is an encounter with nearly everything that has come before you, you develop an appreciation for what is important, and what is not, what is passing and what will last, and how quickly time marches forth and away from even the greatest of artists, the holiest of men, the loftiest of ideals. To be a Roman is to remain unswayed by tempers and trends, because all of them fade into the shadows of temples and time.

There is greatness in that understanding, a breadth of wisdom born within these narrow avenues; Rome watches history, makes history, shrugs at history because Rome lives surrounded by the entirety of time; she is grateful for and comfortable with mystery.

Tomorrow a pope speaks to a hundred thousand souls and that is as usual and normal as a plate of pasta with garlic, or a magnificently inlaid marble tomb; everything is made remarkable by its sheer everyday ordinariness, and that is why Rome can shrug and tell you to sit down and watch the world go by, without a fret or worry. She is a queen bee, reigning within precise dimensions of an improbably serene hive, because she does not fear the constant buzz of ages; they only portend an eventual and inevitable sweetness.

Rome trusts in the promise of sweetness, she comprehends the purpose of the buzz, and that is why she can shrug. There is a sound theology to all of it, one that says "all things work to the glory of God, whose thinking is not your thinking, and whose ways are not your way.”

Elizabeth Scalia is a contributing writer for First Things. She blogs at The Anchoress.

Comments:

9.7.2010 | 9:01am
Maria V. says:
Good article , makes one feel as though being there almost and glad that tomorrow being Wed . too , all the pilgrims get to celebrate Bl.Mother's birthay , with the Holy Father !

Yet, that shrug ...while the pure of heart may only see the peace of those who are used to the march of history and the sense of eternity ,reports of how the young stay away from churches and faith also of concern ..about lukewarmness ... from being a special enemy target .. that can cause a hardening of hearts ..

Having heard how maltreatment of priests can come back to haunt as loss of faith in families , had wondered it this might have been a factor too ..even 'maltreatment ' in the sense of drawing them more into the spirit of the world , from familiarity ...thus need for caution and even more ardent prayers for those who get to be closely associated with them ...

World and the Vatican ..as difft as the peddler with the hardened , glazy look in his eyes , right outside the gates of Vatican ..and the sweet , holy nuns inside St.Peters , at the gift store , who sell better quality items , with a loving reverence , for lesser price !
9.7.2010 | 12:26pm
Your essay puts me in mind of my stay in Venice, Italy, in the early seventies. I lived there for about a year and got to know the owner of the neighborhood cafe fairly well. I had noticed that a framed photograph of the pope prominently displayed on the wall behind the counter. One day, as we were conversing, he mentioned that he was a communist. I politely asked him how he could be a communist and a Catholic. He looked at me as if I had asked a very stupid question.
9.8.2010 | 1:53pm
Micah says:
Beautiful prose! I'm not sure whether I better like what you said or how you said it. I love Rome, I just wish I could afford to live there.
9.9.2010 | 7:25am
pattif says:
What a wonderful piece. I've just returned from three weeks in Rome, and you've provoked a bad attack of Romesickness.
9.9.2010 | 1:51pm
Suzan says:
The first 2 times I went to Rome it was as a non-Catholic. I still had the feelings which you spoke of anyway; next visit to Rome will be as a Catholic and I am very excited about that.
9.15.2010 | 3:16pm
What an excellent piece, so beautifully crafted and expressed.

It was wonderful to meet you at the conference in Rome, Elizabeth!

God bless!

Donna-Marie
9.16.2010 | 8:35am
Paul Burnell says:
Sublime prose Elizabeth. I feel like I met a real writer at our
Rome conference. Every blessing. Paul
11.20.2010 | 2:19am
Yet, that shrug ...while the pure of heart may only see the peace of those who are used to the march of history and the sense of eternity ,reports of how the young stay away from churches and faith also of concern ..about lukewarmness ... from being a special enemy target .. that can cause a hardening of hearts .. Good article , makes one feel as though being there almost and glad that tomorrow being Wed . too , all the pilgrims get to celebrate Bl.Mother's birthay , with the Holy Father !
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